“And
a great windstorm arose, and the waves were breaking into the boat, so that the
boat was already filling. But he was in the stern, asleep on the cushion. And
they woke him and said to him, “Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing?”
And he awoke and rebuked the wind and said to the sea, “Peace! Be still!” And
the wind ceased, and there was a great calm. He said to them, “Why are you so
afraid? Have you still no faith?” Mark
4:37-40
The last few
days God has been speaking to me about maintaining an inner calm. As a busy
mom, pastor’s wife and business owner the opportunity to get stressed out is
never far away. I often allow myself to get in to these frantic frames of mind,
usually in the final hours/minutes of preparing my home for frequent guests, or
prepping for some meeting or just preparing myself and family to get out the
door on time to a church service, bible study or school event. I become so
hurried, not just physically but mentally, too. But lately in the midst of those
times, and even throughout a typical day, I am hearing the Spirit say, “Stop.
Slow down, I’m here.” I guess the best word to describe what He is
calling me to is ‘mindfulness’; an inner communion with Him that remains
unbroken. Whether it be fear, workload, worries about children, daily
responsibilities – ALL must bow to the knowledge and awareness of Christ
within. He must be Lord.
That is why this
passage in Mark stood out to me. “There was a GREAT CALM.” I am not a
fisherman. I may never, in this life, find myself out in an actual boat on a
stormy sea. But around me daily swirl the ‘storms of life’ and at times, like
the disciples that day, I look to Jesus in my frantic frame of mind and say,
“Do you see all this? Don’t you care?” His response is the same to me as
it was then, “Peace. Be still.” I am slowly learning how to live in a place of
inner calm, a ‘great calm', simply by choosing to remain quieted before Him,
aware and no matter what- mindful of Him within, as Lord. There is a
centering upon the peace of God within that I must maintain. Daily.
“For the kingdom
of God is not a matter of eating and drinking, but of righteousness, peace
and joy in the Holy Spirit.” Romans
14:17
“My peace is to be a mark that you are
indeed following My path for you. Did I not say that you will go out with joy
and be led forth with peace? My peace is proof that you are spending sufficient
time with Me. It is the central Rock to your life, to each day. Cast yourself
upon it daily, and remain. Cling to it, for you are clinging to Me. As you do I
will order things around you. Yes, you’ve gotten into some bad habits, but I
will walk you out of them. I am turning things around for you. This is the
beauty of walking with me, not ahead, not trailing behind. The way opens
up before Me, for I am the Lord. Live
in today with Me, and you will marvel at My greatness, and My goodness
towards you.”
Great words Angie. I too have the hurried anxiety and once I re-focus on the Lord I can be more mindful of why I'm doing the things I do.
ReplyDeleteGreat word...so many are in need of His calm, with such busyness of life. We must daily inhabit Him especially in the times we are living...so many are saying they just can't seem to fit Him in and then wonder why their lives are in such turmoil. It's got to be a sacrifice, a cost many are not willing to do! Love you and thank you!
ReplyDeleteWhat a beautiful message Angie! I much needed to hear this today. Thanks for sharing!
ReplyDeleteOh yes, I used to be so much like this a few years back. Painful experiences that God brought me through has helped bring me that calm. His presence. I still need to refine the calm inside as 'things' can worry me about my children. What a blessing you are Angie. I keep reading your posts, being drawn to the next and the next, being blessed all the while.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, Judith! Your kind words encourage me. I am new to blogging, althouggh writing has been a long-time passion. Thanks for reading (and commenting!)
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